Players Connection
Inc.
John Arnold
Spiritual Advisor
7th Day Adventist
Testimony 13
I was
raised in a single parent household. My mother and father got married in
Mississippi. I was born in Jackson along with two of my bothers (Clifton and
Bernard). My mother and father migrated to Chicago in 1953. My other two
brothers were born in Chicago that being Jerome and Gerald. They were fraternal
twins.
I don’t
have any memory of my father and mother living together. My earliest memory
include living on the west side of Chicago. That being my mother and four
brothers of which I’m the oldest.
My
mother was a God fearing, God worshipping, God loving Christian. She didn’t do
drugs, curse, drink alcohol, or do anything that was against God’s word the
Bible period! My mother was black and Indian. Since her separation from my
Father who was all black. She only had on boyfriend for a very short time. After
Willie there were no more men in my mother’s life period. She lived for Jesus
Christ, her sons and herself in that order that’s it that’s all.
My
mother separated from my father and didn’t divorce him. She paid for his
funeral when he died at the young age of fifty three. My father drink was rum
& coke and he smoked cigarettes. My father only had two women in his life
after my mom; that I know of. There was Kerry who he lived with on 41st
and Lake on the south east side near the lake. Kerry had at least 7 children.
The other lady was named Ruby and I only met her once.
My
father would visit us in the projects and sometimes he would take us to the Southside
to bond with Kerry and her children. I would often take the bus over there and
when I got a car I would drive over there; we became very close.
My
mother was the closest thing to an angel on earth that I have ever had the
privilege to know. Everyone who knew my mother had the highest respect for her.
I was
the closest son to my mother throughout my life I would look after my mom,. I
had a car for most of my life. I would take my mother everywhere she needed to
go. When I didn’t have a car I would get on the bus to go see here and see if
there was anything I could do to make her life better.
While
in our apartment on the Westside the apartment caught fire and we were burned
out but God was with us. We lost everything but escaped with our lives. That
when we moved into the Rockwell Garden Project in 1961. 2515 West Jackson apt
802. It was a new building and we were the first to stay in the 3 bedroom
apartment.
My
mother took us to church. I was raised in the Baptist faith. Our pastor was
Rev. Lewis and he was great. The church we attended was Pleasant Ridge Baptist
Church. I was baptized at the age of 11 or 12. I sang in the church choir and
spoke in church on the pastor’s anniversary about what he meant to me.
Mom
raised 5 boys by herself. She clothed us well and fed us real good. She bought
all of our clothes new and never went to any Goodwill stores. We never felt
poor and didn’t do without anything growing up in the projects.
My
mother worked as a sales person at Learners; A department clothing store. She
went to college got her associate degree and went to work for the Federal
Government for thirty-two years and retired. She bought a two bedroom, two bath
condo in Oak Park and paid it off before she passed away. She also left an
estate to be divided between her heirs.
I had
sex at around 12 years of age and my first girlfriend at 13. Her name was
Ernestine. She stayed on the 12th floor. Her grandfather, who she
lived with was a pastor of a church. She was short with long black hair. She
was black and Cuban and very pretty. We were together about a year.
I met
my first love at Pleasant Ridge. We were both in the choir. She was 14 and I
was 17. She had my heart in her hand. Carol was her name. She lived in Robert
Taylor Project which was located on the Southside on 43rd street and federal on the second floor.
We had
sex after we had been together for about a year. She was a virgin. I took the
bus to her apartment. I escorted Carol to my prom and then took her to hers.
I
graduated from Crane high school in 1967. Carol was beautiful tall golden brown
and highly intelligent. She wore a “10” very well.
I never
used protection and she wasn’t on birth control and we got pregnant. I loved
this girl and I love children but I wasn’t ready for marriage; though I wanted
to marry her eventually. We decided since we were so young and in school to get
an abortion which I paid for. After that we split,. I didn’t want to have
children outside of marriage. I was 21 and she was close to 19 and attending
Chicago state teachers College. She got her degree in fact she got a couple of
degrees. She became a teacher and later became the principal of a school.
I got
my first car when I was 19. I got in touch with my father and he took me to
Chicago Heights to buy. It was a Chrysler Newport and I paid $1,200 for it and
it was in excellent shape.
My
first job was as a newspaper boy at the age of 12. I would get up at 5:00AM; I
would go pick up the newspapers and deliver them to the people in the building
that I lived in.
My
second job was with the B&O Railroad as a switchman 18. I enjoyed my job as
switchman. I smoked and sold marijuana while working a full time job. During
this time I was attending Malcolm X Junior College for 2 years. I only dated
one girl there and caught a sexually transmitted disease. I got rid of that and
her.
My
major at Malcolm X was psychology. I am a people person and helping them if I
can is my passion all my life.
One
night while working as a switchman I slipped and fell off a box car. The Yard
Master sent me home without sending me to the hospital. On the way home I acted
like I passed out and let my car run into a light pole setting in the middle of
Western and Roosevelt road. I let them take me to the hospital. My job made me
an offer of $2,000.00 and I took it. I put $2,000.00 down on a brand new 1970
Buick Electric 225 and gave my old car to my brother Bernard.
The war
in Vietnam was still going on and I wasn’t going there. I transferred to Roosevelt
University for 2 years. My major was abnormal psychology. I stayed there for 2
years and ended up dropping out with 18 hrs. of incompletes.
I was
there about a year sitting in the amphitheater and this beautiful young lady
came in and sit right next to me. Her name was Gloria. She worked part time at
a bank on the Southside. This reminded me that Carol worked at Harris Bank
downtown Chicago part time too.
We went
together about a year we got pregnant. We decided to have an abortion and after
that we split. I lost another woman that I should have married; had I had good
sense.
I was
still working for the B&O Railroad. A friend and fellow employee Harold
opened a bank account together to save some money to buy marijuana for me and
some heroin for him. For some reason I felt that he took money out of the
account ripping me. This was my worst break with reality. I had my smaller
breaks with reality which started when I was around 20 years old. When this
happen with Harold I was about 25 years old.
I got
an associate of mine and myself to go after Harold. He has a hand gun and I had
a sawed off shotgun. I knocked on his door and when he answered it we come in
on him and his woman and I told him to give me his heroin. He did and we left.
This was the second time that I went after someone for what I thought was
disrespect and threaten them; but I didn’t take anything from them.
Harold
didn’t come after me like I thought he would. Instead he called the police and
had me locked up for armed robbery for $300.00. Now listen to this. A job with
the railroad is one of the hardest jobs to get fired from. You only have to
work 1 day out of 30 to keep your job. I was locked up for close to 40 days
before I went to court and I got fired. Harold didn’t show up for court and the
charges were dismissed. So, I didn’t have a record. God was with me, my mother
sent me to Mississippi to live with cousin. She hoped a change in areas would
help me.
From my
cousin house in Jackson I moved to the Gulf Coast to Goshpe Mississippi; and
got a job at Ingells shipyard as a pipefitter working on battleships.
I met a
girl who was also a pipefitter, named Dianna who became my lady. After being
there for about a year. I had another episode and lost the job and the girl. I
moved back to Chicago.
1.
Life lesson – the Lady does the chasing and the
quitting and the man does the hiring and the firing.
Since from my time with Carol I try to date and have sex with girls that
I would marry. Sex for the sake of sex is a waste of my time and my body. Since
I limited my partners is the reason my body is still fully functional at the
age of 72.
Now because of my relationship with my Creator King of Kings, Lord of
Lords – Jesus Christ as a Seventh day Adventist I do trust God and not have sex
until after marriage.
2.
Life lesson 2
Player – A serious contender in the master game of life. There is nothing more
serious than eternal death in the lake of fire or eternal life with Jesus
Christ.
In Chicago I got a 2 bedroom at
2121 North Sheffield. I had a roommate named Ramon who was a bus driver. After
we had been there for a little over a year Ramon was high in a McDonalds on the
Southside of the city. The guard said something to Ramon that he didn’t like.
He spit in the guard’s face. The guard pulled his gun and shot Ramon to death.
We were both working jobs and
smoking and selling marijuana. After he was killed I moved to another apartment
on the north side; a one bedroom.
Marijuana has always been my drug
of choice. I never felt that it should have been illegal and I have treated it
as such. I tried coke; I liked it but it didn’t become a habit. I even tried
heroin but didn’t like it at all. Thank God.
My next car was a Cadillac. It was
at least 10 years old when I bought it. I decided that buying a new car was a
rip off unless you could pay cash for it, because of all the high interest you
have to pay. The new car decreases in value so very quickly. The rest of my car
buying days would always be for cash.
I stopped going to church when I
was in my 20s. I never stopped believing in Jesus Christ and I still prayed
sometimes. I couldn’t find a church with a pastor I could believe in.
The next job for me was a security
guard at a grammar school on the Southside. It was a government sponsored job
that lasted 2 year.
I had 2 relationships there with
teachers. One was named Linda. She was attractive and had a house; a car, and a
young son. We were together about ½ year; the other was Effie who had 2 young
sons. Effie wanted to get married but I wasn’t ready so we split up.
I was in my early 30s and working
in temp. agencies and selling marijuana. Through the temp agency I was hired by
this factory as a screw painter with a crew of 3 people. It lasted about a year
and a half then I had an episode and lost the job.
I was around 32 when I heard that
the(CBOE) was hiring clerks. I went downtown and applied for the position. I
was given an interview and a math exam which I passed. The position was in the cloakroom
taking the other employee coats and brief cases in the morning and passing them
out in the evening and serving them through the day. It was easy going and most
simple job I have ever had.
I got to know people that worked on
the trading floor. I was smoking from 4 to 8 joints a day. I was selling half
ounces and up. After I had been there for a couple of years I started selling
to a few people on the options floor as well as my regular phone business.
There hadn’t been a lady in my life
for a few years. I was watching TV one evening and saw an ad for the College of
Automation. They would for $3,500.00 teach you to become a computer programmer
in one year.
I went and signed up for the
course. After about 3 weeks in the class, this young lady caught my attention.
She worked for an insurance company as a manager. She had two boys. We were
quite compatible. Her name was Vernett. Her boys were 5 and 7.
She was interested in helping with
my marijuana business. She helped with everything so I cut her in for 25% of
the profit. We worked very well as a team.
We finished the course in the years
time. Vernette got a A- and I got a B. Neither one of us found a job in the
computer field.
We started visiting churches as a
family unit. I enjoyed helping to raise her sons. So it seemed to me that God
was giving me a chance to make up for the two abortions I had in my younger
years.
We were together for almost 6
years. In the first 3 years I bought and paid cash $10,000.00 for a 8 year old
Lincoln Mark 6. Later we bought a townhouse on 79th st and Lake
Shore Drive. Vernette and I along with her two sons moved into it together.
Vernette and I had a long conversation about marriage; I wanted her to have a
child by me. That’s when she told me that she had her tubes tied because she
didn’t want any more children. What I should have done was to marry her and
raise her sons as my own and forget about having a blood child. But, I was
greedy and wanted it all.
We then bought a condo (one
bedroom) in Calumet City and I moved there by myself. It was a luxury condo
with a large swimming pool, a tennis court, a golf course right next door.
Our real estate salesman gave us a
2 flat on the Southside of Chicago. It needed a lot of work; that’s why he gave
it to us. So now we had 3 properties.
During this time while I was
working for CBOE; I was involved with 3 ladies at one time. I was involved with
only Vernette the first 3 ½ years; with Mary 2 of the years after. Both of them
near my age and black. Nancy was 18 and white. Since she couldn’t stay with me,
we were together about a year. Nancy got pregnant. She wasn’t sure if the baby
girl was mine or the guy she was staying with. We were together until the baby
was born. She stayed with the guy she was living with. Mary decided against
sharing and found her a man to herself.
Vernette and I were still together.
As far as the job was concerned I
became dissatisfied with my position in the cloak room and asked to be tested
to go to the floor. I passed the test and was transferred to the floor. It was
almost six years since I had an episode and I guess it was about time for one.
I had one and lost my job with the Board of Options Exchange. I believe that if
I had stayed in the cloak room I would have kept my job. The floor was a lot
more stressful than the cloakroom stress may have triggered the episode.
I had never been arrested or
charged for selling marijuana but during this episode I became paranoid and
decided to stop selling for a while.
I was at Vernette’s townhouse and I
had a big argument with her. She called the police and had me taken off the
premise. This was my fault because I hadn’t informed Vernette I had these
episodes. If I had she could have called an ambulance and had me taken to a
hospital. If I had confided in her we possibly could have weathered this
incident; but instead I cut her loose.
I filed bankruptcy instead of
disposing of the properties. I left that to Vernette. I never heard from or saw
her again. I went to social security and was diagnosed with Schizophrenia and
went on disability at the age of 38.
For the next 10 years of so I
stayed to myself in Maywood. There were no ladies; no marijuana no sex only a
little wine every once in a while. I still smoked cigarettes. I visited a few
churches that’s all.
I had been homeless at least 2
times during this period of my life. I stayed in shelters both times for at
least a month or more each time. This was due to at least 2 episodes.
I moved to Cicero, IL. I got a room
in an old hotel and stayed there for at least a year. A studio became available
in the building down the street and I took it. I was there 4 or 5 years until
the building was condemned. I found another studio in Cicero and got it.
I started visiting churches. I was
really looking for a church that held services on Saturday. I got side tracked
by this mega church called Living Word Christian Center. Its pastor was Bill
Winston. They held church service on Sunday.
I joined them and was a member
there for around 2.5 years and still never knew anyone there. Mega churches are
not for me.
I had saved up enough money to buy
a Honda Accord for $10,000.00 almost 10 years old and in great shape. That was
money saved from my disability check.
My neighbor across the hall from me
was a female named Joyce. She had a son who was around 35 years old staying
with her. Dewight was her son’s name and he smoked crack along with other
drugs.
I had avoided crack all my life and
at this late stage of my life I tried it got hooked. I had my car for 2 years
and in a matter of a few months I sold it for $3,500.00 and smoked it up. I
then stopped paying rent and went to court and was evicted.
My youngest brother named Jerome
say that I could move in with him and my other brother named Bernard. It was
Jerome’s 2 bedroom section 8 apartment. He was an alcoholic and Bernard who
worked for the B&O Railroad for over 20 years and retired on disability was
doing over $2,000.00 a month on crack. What a combination for disaster. Jerome
only charged us a$100.00 a month a piece. That left me with $1,100.00 for food
and crack.
I was only there for about 8
months. Jerome made me mad by coming into my room while I was entertaining a
female company. I threw an ashtray at him and hit him in the head. He was
bleeding. He called the police and had me arrested.
I was in jail when my disability
check arrived at the bank. I had left my wallet with my ID in it. Bernard knew
my pin # and used my bank card to withdraw my money from the bank’s ATM to get
high.
Before I got out of jail he got
into it with some crack dealers. My understanding is that they were getting
high together and Bernard stole some crack from them. They came to his
apartment and knocked on the door. When he answered it they shot and killed
him. I lost my brother to crack. Jerome was through with me living with him. I
moved into one of those halfway houses where you can live 2 in a bedroom. Three
bedroom apartment buildings where they help you start all over. They helped me
get all my ID straightened out. They charged %500.00 a month meals were included.
The halfway house was on the Southside of Chicago. I stayed there about 8
months until I saved enough money to get an apartment.
I found a studio in Cicero and I
moved back there. I was there about a year and a half when 2 young college
students knocked on my door. They wanted to know if I was interested in a Bible
study. I said yes!
I was introduced to if I’m not
mistaken Bill and Albert who did most of the study with me. After finishing the
bible study I started visiting the 7th Day Adventist Church. They
hold their services on Saturday which is the Sabbath of the Bible. Actually the
Sabbath begins Friday at dust and ends Saturday at dusk. After the service most
of us would go to the basement where we would continue to fellowship and have
lunch. The food would be prepared without meat and it was excellent.
The membership had a total of about
100. Everyone gets to know one another. I joined the church and was baptized.
One of the members whose named is
Javier gave me a car which I was able to keep running for two years. That was a
great blessing.
There is great interaction between
members. Some of them became family to me. The Joyce family for one; I spend 2
beautiful thanksgiving with them; and Albert Megawe and his family.
I became a deacon in the church.
The members of this church really serve Jesus Christ and each other.
I had a misunderstanding with one
of my neighbor who lived down the street from me and decided to move out of my
apartment.
I saw an ad in the newspaper for an
apartment in Lyons, IL. The apartment went for seven hundred but the manager
let me have it for the same thing I was paying in Cicero five hundred fifty for
a studio. This was a one bedroom carpeted and had air condition. You had to be
at least 62 and have no police record.
God’s hand was all over me getting
a fresh start of my life in Lyons.
I had been a member of the church
for 2 years and living in Lyons for a year. I felt the beginning of an episode.
I had the urge to change my name to Prince. I started to smoking marijuana and
this led to doing crack again.
This led to me acting strange ad
doing things I shouldn’t do; I was calling at least one church member late at
night and not making sense. My Pastor called and came to visit me to see what
was wrong with me. I wasn’t able to think straight. I admitted to the marijuana
use. He prayed for me and talked to me about what was going on with me. I
really appreciated his concern.
In Feb. and March I had been
hospitalized twice for my erratic actions and stayed in the hospital at least
10 days each time and I still wasn’t stable.
In April my neighbor took me to see
about my car. I ride home with him and left my wallet in his truck. I asked him
to return it and he refused to give it to me. My wallet contained my driver
license, bank debit card, social security card, and state ID.
I tried for over a week to get him
to give my property back and then called the police. He told them that he
didn’t have my property.
While this situation was developing
I bought a car for $1,300.00 from another neighbor. When I want to pick it up
Cheri a lady friend of mine asked if she could come with me and bring a friend a
friend. Her friend was called Leggs. She and Leggs convinced me that he wanted
to buy the car for a profit to me if I just let him check it out overnight. I
couldn’t think clearly and agreed to this. He refused to bring my car back to
me. Legs went to his cousin show worked in a currency exchange and got an
illegal title. Cheri had a change of heart and tried to help me get my car back
but we failed. I called the police and they said that I would have to go to
court and fight to get my car back.
The third thing that was going on
was that my lady friend Cheri came over Saturday evening. She came over and
wanted the cat she had given me back. I refused to give the car back and so
ended up wrestling in my apartment. My apartment was on the First floor; she
finally climbed out of the window and called the police on me. The officer told
her he would have to arrest both of us because she was trespassing since I
didn’t let her in the building. So neither one of us was arrested..
The next day was Sunday morning and
I went to my neighbor’s door. When he opened it I asked him about my wallet. We
started fighting. Him and his cleaning
lady against me. When it was over and I came to myself a little bit. I wanted
to my apartment and just waited. Police came that afternoon and arrested me for
2 counts of 1st degree murder with a knife.
Platform for Dialogue
1.
The killing of blacks on black and in the
neighborhoods
2.
The situation of Cook County jail and what can
be done about it.
3.
Getting conjugal visits. For inmates in Illinois
jail and penitentiaries.
4.
Spiritual Advisor
Contact information:
John “Prince Macksatrillion” Arnold
John “PM” Arnold
20164727190
2700 S. California Ave
Div 8 4G
Chicago, IL 606068
All services are free
Gifts are appreciated.
After thoughts
Spiritual Advisor
All of
my life people have talked to me about their situations, problems, and I have
been gifted by my Father to be an attentive ear and honesty caring individual
Plus I have 4 years of psychology under my belt.
7th Day Adventist
I asked
my Father for a church that conducted services on Saturday as the bible
dictates. And 7th Day Adventist found me and I have found the church
that I will be a part of from now to eternity. They follow the bible closely
and they live as such.
Testimony 13
In honor of Jesus Christ and the 12 disciples = Lucky 13
My proudest move in my life
I was
supposed to take my mom shopping on a Friday and she didn’t answer the phone. I
called her Saturday and Sunday. When I couldn’t reach her I went to her condo.
She didn’t answer her door and I called the fire department. They came and
broke the door down. They found her in her bedroom on the floor. She had fallen
and couldn’t get up. She was still alive. They took her to the hospital and
thank God she recovered.
God
used me to save my mother’s life and I am grateful to Jesus Christ to have been
there for her. After that she hired a lady to stay with her 24 hrs. a day until
she had to go to a nursing home where she lived for a couple more years where
she died of dementia at 90 years old.
Lost
Between
2012 March and April 2019 I lost all four of my younger brothers and my mom. I
am the last one left of my immediate family. I believe Jesus Christ has
something for me to do. I’m going to do it or die trying.
Prophet
One who
utters revelations or predicts events – Jesus Christ #1 hit man = John “Prince
Mackstrillion” Arnold?
Mate and Business Partner
I had
started going to visit other 7th Day Adventist Churches looking for
mate possibility. My wife has to be serious a Christian.
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